DECISION!

With the help of the wonderful and grace and her mum, ive come to my decision..






< mm this camera looks tasty! zindy <3


Im not going for sarnie. theres quite a few reasons why ..





Well when grace read this blog she phoned my- but i was down the stables with zind (where else am i ? lol) anyway so her mum spoke to my mum and told me about sarnie.


He's got abit of a reputation- for being naughty- bucking when you're jumping, bolting on hacks- and those are the two main reasons why i wanted him- for hacks and jumping.





When i got back my mum told me and i was like..oh dear :/


I was so excited about sarnie- it was something new and exciting, moving on and up.


But course that changed everything- especially what my mum thought. she didnt want me to even try him out. she was really worried and i must admit i suppose i was abit too. not so much the bucking- more the bolting especially on hacks .


the next day when i went to see zindy my eyes were like welling up with tears, i felt so bad that i'd even considered leaving her. shes my life, my star and i love her more than anything, more than life.





shes so good- perfectly well behaved and she makes me laugh and smile even when i dont want to, and shes been with me through alot of this so i couldnt let her go- not now because we've (both of us) come quite along way on the riding front- and our bond, i just hope one day we can be as incredible as that girl i look up to and who's helped me through tons of things, riding related and otherwise






sorry this is abit long- but i felt like writing it


<3